Looking For Less

It's that time of year again.

The time when we take stock of things and set goals and hope against all odds that this will be the year those goals are met and not left by the wayside yet again.

This year, I'm looking for less.

Less in the obvious areas like my weight, among other numbers the blood work at the end of December revealed.

Less in Bean's BGs that have been all over the place due to random colds, growth spurts, and just general growing that warrants increased insulin amounts that just kinda sneak up on you.  Which also leads to less in her A1c that I soooo don't even want to know what it is and am totally happy to wait for a few more months to find out!

Less in the out-of-control I sometimes feel because life is just too damned busy and things that need to be on the top of the priority list fall to the bottom.


But at the same time, I'm looking for more.

More connections with friends that truly matter and make my life more complete.

More time with my family that is quality driven and not just quantity driven.

More making myself matter and realizing that I need to take care of myself, too.

More connections with the DOC and diabetes in general, because I know that my lack of connection is part of the issue with Bean's numbers.


Here's to 2014!!