Maybe it's the clouds.
Maybe it's the actual weight from the stress eating I've been doing. Sooo need to get my rear in gear and DO SOMETHING!
Maybe it's the busy schedule of the past week and this week and next week and then it's into 'school' mode, ugh!
Maybe it's the ever growing list of things that need to be bought (school supplies, D supplies), need to be sorted (clothes in the 'school drawer' that have been out grown or are no longer 'clean' enough ~ gotta love Art stains! ~ so I know what to add to the 'need to be bought list'), need to be planned (events at school for registration this week and staff returning to work next week that the PTO is in charge of), need to be written (504 plan to fit Bean's needs and have CGM info added because there's nothing about that in the sample I got from our local ADA), need to be arranged (childcare for Bug if I am going back to teaching, which is still up in the air; meetings and training with staff for Bean's D care at school because it will be very different from last year), need to be taken care of (laundry, dishes, vacuuming, meals).
Maybe it's the lack of sleep.
Maybe it's the basal rates that I thought I had figured out last week that don't seem to be working this week.
Whatever it is, it's heavy and I am starting to grow weary under the load.